Sunday, June 25, 2006
Goodbye.
It was the end of us.
The end of X&G.
X doesn't belong to G anymore,
G doesn't belong to X anymore.
0720 No more.
In this lifetime, they only happened once.
They were so much in love but..
It was a mistake.
G will always love X, no matter what.
***
There's so fucking much that I wanna say, but I do not have the chance to anymore.
Whatever it is, I'm saying the same thing that I've said the other break up. If you ever think of me, think of us & our used to be, let me know. Talk to me like how we used to. I miss you, so much. I wish you'd be missing me too.
I've been thinking of you since the day you told me I got replaced.
Take care, all the best for you in life & love.
I love you Xav.
Love,
Glynis.
9:39 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Happy fifth get-together baby. <3
Hugs babygirllfriend. :]
Kisses baby all over.
The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name
But I can't take the distance
I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name
I brave fire and I brave rain
To be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance
I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me
'Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance
It's hard to remember
As long as you're away
When I find solace
There's only one way
- Evan And Jaron's Distance.
So far away baby. =( You haven't text me at all today. I guess you're uber tired & busy. It's okay. I love you baby.
***
I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy
Once again
Here I stand
So inspired
To take your hand
And never take for granted
What I was granted
Once again
Chorus:
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)
You touched my heart
Now I can breathe
You saved my life
And still I can't believe you made it happen
Made it happen
Once again
Chorus:
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)
Bridge:
And when see you baby this is when
I want to scream it at the top of my lungs
I love you baby!
I know I'll never have this chance again
Chorus:
I never thought I could love again
I never thought I'd let somebody else in
I never thought I could trust and then
Here I am in love once again
(Once again)
I welcome you inside my life
For what you do
Oh you make me happy
So very happy
Once again...
- Frankie Jordan's Once Again.
Hehe the song is so true. When Qiaolin first heard this song, she said the song's like meant for me. 'Cos I never thought I would llove again. I thought my heart's door would never open again. I thought no one would be able to open them. I thought no one would make me believe in llove again. I thought I was fated to be lonely this lifetime.. until I met you, Xavier Lin. =)
Baby can I ask for a chance.. to scream my confession of llove for you across the whole universe? I wanna let the whole world know that I llove my babyxav so much, so so so fucking much. So much that I can't let her go, that I will never let her go. It's hard living without you baby. you're my everything baby, everything. I can't handle myself an hour with you, I got to admit. I always pretend like I'm find whenever I check my phone & there isn't any text or missed calls. I wanna spend my life with you baby. I know both of us has said this so many times & that it might already lose its meaning but rest assured baby, I still want to. :] This llove really means a lot to me, & I'm sure a lot to you too. We musn't let go of us so easily. I'll learn to cherish us, treasure the every single sec I spend with you. :)
I will learn to love you better. making you feeling more comfortable, making you more lovey dovey. I want to be sweet to you, I want to hold your hands. your ever so lloving hands. I cannot imagine myself holding others. Only you. I told you the last time, I've made up my mind to be with you. And you are the one for me. And that's never gonna change my mind you know. :]
I'm missing you so much. I miss rolling on sheets with you. I miss my lips touching yours. I miss hugging you so tight whenever I feel like. I miss the smell of your cologne. I miss looking straight into your eyes & tell you that I love you. I miss the way both of us just act oh so retarded like no one's around, like no one's looking at us. I miss going to your place. I miss staring at you. I miss lying next to you. I miss being next to you. I miss going shopping with you. I miss sitting at our favourite spot, talking & hugging at the same time. I miss whining to you. I miss the way you'd smoothe me & quiet me down. I miss your hugs & kisses. I miss your cheries. -winks ;) HEHEHE :]:]:] !!
Once again, happy fifth month & I llove you babyxav. :]
Hugs baby.
Kisses baby all over.
Licks. <3
我爱你。
1:04 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
You asked me if I liked you, I said no.
You asked me if you were attractive, I said no.
You asked me if you're in my heart, I said no.
You asked me if I would cry if you walked away, I said no.
So you walked away, I grabbed you by your arm, looked you straight in the eye & said " I don't like you, I love you. You're not attractive, you're absolutely beautiful to me. You're not in my heart, you are my heart. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."
Stay with me for as long as we live.
Take me away, you know I'm yours. =)
I love you babyboy. <3(:
6:24 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
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Happy belated Forth monthsary, baby. =)
I can't give you much though.
Sorry honey.
Thanks for going through all these four sexy months with me.
Gorgeous, you've been great.
Stop staying that you aren't a good girlfriend.
Worry less now that you've got me.
I don't know how to explain to you how much I love you,
how much I don't wanna lose you.
I hate to admit this but,
I wish you were right by my side every second.
I felt the urge to rush down to SP,
dash right into your lectures & be with you.
None can understand what kind of love adrenaline I go through in every single cell of mine,
& I don't think anyone could define what's love
& go by your own standards.
I try to contain myself, I don't want to suffocate you,
I don't want her to get tired of me,
I dont want.. you to leave me.
You see how important you are to me now, Xavier Lin?
I don't wanna be without you bee.
Hughug!
Happy 4th, baby. =)
1:42 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Babyxav I llove you!
<3
6:30 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Xav, so much has happened & I don't blame you for the hurt caused, any words that did damage. We both had a wonderful past & it was great, perfectly great. Thanks for the past three months. Perhaps to you three months was nothing 'cos your longest was two years. But to me, it was great & I hope there was more to go but it's okay. You taught me, you loved me, you made me a better someone. I never knew how it was like losing you but I know it now.
I don't know if you've found someone new & perhaps no, I don't know, or you've gotten over me. Whatever the truth is, I'm always here, no matter what. It's time for me to see the truth, knowing that it's impossible to carry on though I hate to face the reality. I'm moving on. I don't know if I'd regret doing that but stop if you think I would. Perhaps you've made up your mind about leaving me behind. I still hope you would keep the memories we made, things we shared, moments we had, remember us & our used to bes. Up till now, I regret for all that I've done. Causing you breathless days, bringing you pain & hurt unknowingly. Someday if you think you can forget about all these, please forgive me & speak to me again, like the way you did before. I love you so much, & if it makes you happy being with someone else, or being without me, I will leave things the way they are. I will always be reminded of you, wherever I go, whatever I do, whatever I see, whatever songs I listen to.
So much I wish I could run to you & hold you close now, tell you everything's alright like before. But I guess that someone can't be me anymore. I weren't main source of happiness, but affection. You should move on & find someone else better who fits in there. But if ever, there's a day you think of me & the times we shared, let me know, so that I know that I'm not entirely forgotten. I love you, like I've never loved anyone before. I don't wanna be called irritating, annoying & sticky ex-gf. The most I can do now is to not appear wherever your life is at. I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused, I'm sorry for jading you up. I don't deny that I've been hurting you, but I've been trying too. Things I made for you, days I dropped by your place, private times we had, times we cried like fuck over the phone, telling each other how important we were, counting down to our next anniversary, asking each other if we still love, our hugs & kisses, every little token of love, the way we tried to surprise each other with little stuff, how excited we both get when the day of meeting is nearing, how silly we used to be; I hope you never forget all these 'cos I wouldn't. No, nothing will be of myself. The only thing that I will continue selfishly be doing is to love you till I get over you. I'll be here. I'll be waiting. I still love you, so much. This is a love, that is nearly impossible to fade. Regardless of how you're gonna move on or pretend you've moved on, my love for you doesn't lessen a little. It's yours to take or leave. I'm still here. Remember that, Xav.
But I'm still praying, that you may come back someday.
Come back someday, my home forever open.
To you, my love.
I love you, though it doesn't matter to you anymore.
9:00 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Liao Jie is making me cry.
The Day You Went Away is making me cry.
So Sick is making me cry.
I Miss You is making cry.
Missing You is making cry
I Miss You Like Crazy is making me cry.
):
Adsense make the heart fonder.
This phrase never fail to make me think of you.
Fuck.
I'm going offline soon & you're not awake from your nap yet &I don't think we'll be talking. It's okay. I guess it's really time for you to sleep for a long long time. I know you're tired, trying to avoid all the disappointment it brings.
I love you nonetheless.
I miss you so fucking much, stitches boy. ):
& tears are down, like fuck it.
glynis./
10:00 PM
